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released November 13, 2012

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Track Name: Tha Glow
You deserve to be disappointed.
You chose tha glow.

It's tha disease you get to pick
Tha only cure
you made tha choice to reject
I see it on your face
You're back from that place
You promised never to go to again
Another year of tha same shit
I don't know where you are
I don't know how you live
And it's still so hard to believe
You chose tha glow over everything

I've tried so many times
To figure out what I should do
Tha same bliss you're drowning in
Is tha hell you've put me through
Apathy is eating me alive
For what you won't face
From what you've always tried to hide

It's tha disease you get to pick
Tha only cure you made tha choice to reject
I see on your face
you're back from that place
You promised never to go to again
Keep repeating tha same 12 steps
You're just playing tha game
Why will I care who you are
When you can't even remember my name

I love you
I've never meant anything more
But I will not continue to let your choices
Leave me torn
So sorry
It took so long to say goodbye
Time to realize
That you don't want to be alive

This "isn't who you wanted to be" huh?
I never sleep
And I know you're tha reason
Night terrors turned quick into seizures
I guess I get it's sick
to get to take a break
When it heats up
[Defeat what?]
Always awake and I feel it
Tha glow wants my life
And they'll try to steal it
You play tha hand you're dealt
You love when they deal it
Heart stopped bleeding
Your beating won't heal it

I held on for so very long
But I won't stay to watch you die
I can not fight this for you
But God knows I've fucking tried

Second chances
Second comings
Second thoughts of
Who you're becoming

You brought this on yourself.
You brought this on yourself.
You brought this on yourself.

I understand...

Addiction is a choice.
Track Name: I Wanna Lose Three Pounds
I guess
I just have more respect
For your God's creation

How can you tell yourself
That death could ever be better
For your health?
Guess it was cool for a while
But you're aware of tha truth
So now you live in denial

So just keep on

So keep reading off your teleprompter
Then come and show me tha note
From your doctor
You've seen tha pain
Now you lock tha chains
Knew it was wrong then
So tell me what tha fuck changed?

How can you tell yourself
That death could ever be better
For your health?
A tradition you said you'd refuse
But when you don't follow through

We
All
Lose


Yeah you already know what it is
You say a family is a man and a wife
A meal is with a knife
So against pro-choice
But you're still anti-life

So just

So keep reading off your teleprompter
Then come and show me tha note
From your doctor
You know tha pain
Now you lock tha chains
Knew it was wrong then
So tell me what tha fuck changed?

Don't wanna hear you out
Nothing to talk about
You've shown your words are worthless
Actions have no purpose and now
You're just a bloodmouth sellout.

So fuck your 6 month trial basis.
BULLSHIT.
So sorry for tha inconvenience
But as for me it's...

VEGAN.
[For life. For ever.]
So fuck your 6 month trial basis
Compassion shouldn't come in phases
You're making all these "changes"
For tha wrong reasons.

So keep reading off your teleprompter.

How can you tell yourself
That death could ever be better
For your health?
Track Name: Fight Song (Marilyn Manson cover)
My faith is real and he lives...

In this world; not of it.

TILT!